A Herbarium.

The specimens are real, or real enough. The remedies work more often than they should.

Pressed Specimens

in order of collection, so far as order means anything here

No. 000

Maple Leaf

Ultimum ante pactum

Collected
before the first reckoning. world: unrecorded.
Habitat
a dying world, and a dying god.
Complaint
everyone. all of them. no time left to treat it properly.
Treatment
one bargain, with a stranger's god, on terms I didn't finish reading.
Him:ran, the little hero, and died before the rest.
No. 010

Sunflower

Helianthus annuus

Collected
a world scaled for four little feet.
Habitat
the edge of somebody's kitchen garden, though "somebody" gets measured differently here.
Complaint
no one able to reach the seed head alone.
Treatment
three days of scaffolding, two of climbing, seven of arguing.
Him: antlers, grace, and learned aloofness.
No. 014

Forget-Me-Not

Myosotis sylvatica

Collected
a perfectly symmetrical temple built up spiraling from the highest point of the peninsula, closer to the eyes than anyone else is permitted to stand.
Habitat
the inner rings of shackles.
Complaint
the specific ache of being untouchable.
Treatment
pink instead of blue. with his eyes downcast, he may see these instead.
Him: wed. happy. we do not talk.
No. 018

Feral Lemon

Citrus limon

Collected
coastal region, decade or so past the outbreak, in a subdivision nobody's bothered to re-fence.
Habitat
a dead stranger's backyard. sprinklers long gone, tree still keeping its own schedule anyway.
Complaint
scurvy. scrap crew that forgot vitamin C was ever something you had to think about.
Treatment
curd, preserved rinds, and a reminder that even the oldest scars can re-open.
Himstill hunts.
No. 020

Jade

Crassula ovata

Collected
a shared dormroom in a a west-coast town that smells like coffee and sweet sage.
Habitat
our windowsill.
Complaint
growing pains.
Treatment
I changed the soil. I text back too fast. I keep my head down and I work.
Him:studies business. two mutual friends, one shared plant, no good reason for either. still walks with me home the long way.
No. 022

Red Currant

Ribes rubrum

Collected
high pasture country, along the hill-lines where the flock grazes.
Habitat
a croft at the lake shore. forge-smoke drifting over some evenings from the village downstream.
Complaint
time buckles the world. it didn't mean for this. I forgive it.
Treatment
live fully. keep your hands busy. chase off the doubt.
Him:here, for once. I feel the ache of emptiness that isn't mine and drink deeply from my luck.
No. 023

Sacred Flower

Fluxiflora sacra

Collected
in the swamps where the muck isn't deep enough to entirely claim the cannons.
Habitat
where the seams are pressed the hardest.
Complaint
the clatter of souls hand picked by a fiery god.
Treatment
wash the fur off in the sink and keep polishing the glass.
Him:last seen frolicking over my fence after stealing a whole tomato plant.
No. 024

Common Daisy

Bellis perennis

Collected
after.
Habitat
the field captured in several photos
Complaint
grief.
Treatment
relight it again.
Him:in the stars
No. ---

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entry in progress

Habitat
unnamed. new.
Him:he's in it somewhere. he always is.

Remedies & Preparations

a working index, not exhaustive - updated as needed

Marigold Salve

Good for: burns, both fire and sun. also for the ones who insist they're fine.

Feverfew Tea

Good for: migraines and The Ache.

Rosemary Tincture

Good for: circulation, digestion, memory.

Comfrey Poultice

Good for: mild strains annd bruises of skin, bone, and ego.

Honey & Thyme Syrup

Good for: sore throat, phelgm, and homesickness - they tend to arrive together.

Chamomile-Lavender Sachet

Good for: sleeplessness, and grief that hasn't found its shape yet.

Companion Planting

the practice of growing different plants in close proximity to benefit one another

growing two things together because, sometimes for reasons not fully explained, do better side by side than alone.

they appear every time. Unlabeled. Never reseeds on purpose. Doesn't recognize the soil, garden, or the eleven versions of this conversation we've already had or the plunging canyons between them or the fingers matchsticking their ends as the chance flies by. companion plants plucked from the compost will be forever changed. when they are no longer beneficial they come back anyway. Every single season.

known aliases - Kib, Caleb, archer, hunter, Mr. Warren, Mr. Abernathyproudhorn, lead transfer pricing strategist, blacksmith.